The Day the Sun Lied

...i coulden't sleep all last night..and this morning i was
awake as the sun started to rise and it filled my bedroom with an oddly
glowing wan light. it felt strange. the light felt like a lie. and it was a lie.
we are so blind that a sunrise is like a physical manifestation of a non-existant reality that light doesn't exist in our souls. the light by which we see in this world comes out from the soul of the observer. i didn't know that Terri was going
to die in 3 hours...but darkness was the only thing that would have been
true. When i first heard the birds singing i wondered what the sound
was...it sounded strange. they shoulden't be greeting this day
joyously...their music sounded disonant and it was rightly so...resounding the disonance of soul we all manifest through sin in every moment of every day...and i felt like i should stay up and face this day with no sleep...as if in a trance like all the other beings rushing to and fro to the mall to Starbucks right away! to face the harsh lying light that screamed and beat it awfulness on my lead body, defiantly staring back into its wan death-stare...and i walked out into the living room a little while ago...i heard a spokeman for her husband say...she had a right to die with peace and
dignity! and a reporter asked 'what dignity is there is starving her to
death?!" reply..."i think your question is inacurrate.."
only an inacurrate
question to the blindness of the culture of death...
love you all~sophia